And again, I find myself yearning for the warm comfort of what we call love. It’s been a while, almost forgot what it feels like. Funny cause I’ve been single for 4 months now- usually it takes a week or two for the loneliness to kick in. No matter the case, I won’t stop holding my head up because the sky is beautiful and deserves to be seen. 🙂
When’s the last time you followed your instinct despite not being sure it was the right thing to do? Did it end up being the right call?
(Thanks for suggesting this prompt, Sia Positive!)
In April, I decided to try an online dating site specifically for gay guys. It was there I met my best friend for life. The thing is, he’s 30 and I’m 17, so although my instincts told me he was a good guy, I was cautious- brought a pocket knife with me on our first date just in case things got out-of-hand. My instincts, however, were right. Although today, we are not dating (we weren’t exactly compatible in that way), we’re still great friends and plan to be for a long time, supporting each other and being there for each other when we need it most. I’m glad I trusted my instincts, for I may have never gotten the opportunity to make such an awesome friend and companion.
“It was the best of times, it was the worst of times.” — Charles Dickens, A Tale of Two Cities
When was the last time that sentence accurately described your life?
It started in April. It was a time of confusion and grief, a time when I was really starting to miss my ex-boyfriend, Jessie, while I was trying to date another guy, Michael. The longer I was with Michael, the more my heart ached for Jessie, and that really sucked because I was also beginning to really enjoy Michael’s company, but it just wasn’t the same. Continue reading
Why, oh why? Why not? Continue reading
These are some song lyrics I came up with recently. I already have the music written out and everything, I just wanted to share these deep, meaningful lyrics.
Not Your Fault
In the beginning, things go great, but in the end, something always breaks. Oh how I wish I could control what lies behind my inner soul./ It’s not your fault I let you down. You didn’t mess up, I’m such a clown./ I just want to make you happy when you and I do stuff together. All I want is to stand by you, and hold you tightly forever./ It’s not your fault I let you down. You didn’t mess up, I’m such a clown. It’s not your fault, I let you down, I’ll never forget the day you turned me around./ You love me right, and I enjoy our time together. You and I, we connect, and understand each other./ It’s not your fault I let you down. You didn’t mess up, I’m such a clown. It’s not your fault, I let you down, I’ll never forget the day you turned me around./ I’ll never forget the day we met, when my heart was filled with excitement. It’s so tantalizing to think about the time we spent together. (2 min. 35 sec.)
“Good things come to those who wait.” Do you agree? How long is it reasonable to wait for something you really want?
I’d like to rephrase the saying to “Good things come to those who have patience.” You see, I don’t believe just sitting around doing nothing while you’re waiting will get you anything unless Continue reading